Chaos all too often describes my state of being and frequently my state of mind. It is also the environment in which ministry happens. Moments of ministry happen while we are on our way to do some great work (to paraphrase C.S. Lewis). It also occurs in the midst of the chaos of broken lives. It is in this chaos that the creative "Spirit of God" comes and brings meaning to my mess and calm in the midst of chaos.
Eugene Peterson in the Unnecessary Pastor writes,
If the scientists in controlled conditions can't come up with pure objectivity that translates into precise predictability, we're certainly not going to. For we work at the other end of the control spectrum: put a pastor and a congregation together and mostly what you have is some kind of chaos, what Genesis 1:2 names tohu [wa]bohu, "without form and void." This may not seem very promising, but you also have the Spirit of God, hovering over this chaos, and God's Word being spoken, bringing a world of creation and salvation into being. All ministry takes place in conditions of sin, over which the Spirit of God hovers and into which the world-making,life-changing Word of God is spoken.
He uses two Hebrew words (tohu, "with out form," and bohu, "void"). These two rhyming words are found paired together in two other Old Testament passages.
This usage is intended to compare the chaotic state of pre-creation earth with the post-resurrection world. In this End-Time world where life is messy and chaos threatens. It is the real world where those who are called by God are also called to minister. Is it possible that those called to ministry are not only the ones we call the clergy but all of us? Have we not all been called by God to serve (minister to) one another? In my more than 25 years of full time ministry the challenge has always been to find the calm in the midst of the chaos.
I am sure that much of the chaos of my daily existence is of my own making. I am probably also responsible for most of the "stuff" that "happens" in my untidy world. It is therefore, reassuring to know that the "Spirit of God" is hovering over my crazy mixed up life. He is waiting to breathe life into my lifeless corpse. I need resurrection and He raises me up and causes me to stand on solid ground. He forms a vessel of honor out of a formless,useless ball of spit and dirt. However, it is "God-Spit" and how important is that to remember?
God speaks and order is created out of disorder and chaos. God speaks and life is created from lifelessness. The void and chaos hear the voice of God and respond but are we humans listening?
Just some things to think about along the way.
Bob